5:21 a.m.
Feel better, feel better, feel better in Jesus’ name… This is going to sound pretty darn lame…. But uh, “yer boi” aka poor selfish pleasure seeking neanderthal took a day off work to determine the origins of this “pressure” on chest and back. Of course Doc says quit smoking, and of course theres gotta be a huge controversy going on right now about vaping! “This guy” has spent countless time in prayer concerning the crap I put in my body…and yes yes yes yes yes… This is such an appropriate time to jump off the “extended-suicide” cruise, but your idiot brother, friend, son, enemy, nephew, etc. Decided to test your doctor’s thesis… Because of course, they know” squat.” (no infection..no germs.. My immune system is trying to fight off something I inhaled..overreacted and caused maaaad lung inflammation)
I was excused from that day of work, come back to work, inhaler (newly perscribed) which is actually sposed to worsen symptoms if used improperly.. (Lol, what can I say? I got skeletons: junkie, alcohol, addict, aaaaaand to hell with you satan)
It was mandated, at the job, that we could no longer miss days in our first 90 days. So I stayed up alll fn night coughing, sometimes blood, dunno whether from nose or lung, but I thought my head was gon pop off or worse; from some of those hacks. Lsshort..Im not missing another day.. i could prolly tip over at any sec. But I apprehensively threw away my vape and left all “toby” products at the house. Today is “real” one for me. If I dropped dead right now…… Id be a coulda’ shoulda’ woulda’ had lots of potential, and never quite made it… Aaayyyyeee!
At least Id have died listening to Kirk Franklin–Melodies from Heaven…I’m kidding..but I am serious.
*Self talk-* tighten up homie, we gon’ get thru today, and no vaping, no smoking, trust the process. Jesus loves you. Yeshua the king.