August 1, 2017

9:08pm

Thank You Father, for a quiet house, a peaceful house… brothers are all getting ready for bed… though, we all have a lil’  bit of homework to do… I’ve not even gotten to dinner yet, but <shoulder shrug>, some people (many) won’t ever see a dinner tonight… thank You Lord for the privileges we have… thank You for life, Your mercy, and grace…

An individual at church asked me to check out some videos pertaining to the approaching- solar eclipse…not only is this a ‘once in a lifetime’ event….this (I’m told) eclipse will be best viewed from one place in the entire world— and that place is Greenville, SC. and this is where I call ‘home’… God couldn’t be more good to me… for real… I’m not bout’ to get off on how absolutely ungrateful I am or how much I fall short… Literally, maybe I’ve spent way too much time pondering that, than trusting God… I trust God, but I think I could trust Him way more… whatever word in greek or hebrew that means to trust, but also to trust in action/deed… that’s where I want to be.

Thank You, Lord for Your faithfulness.

July 29, 2017

3:24pm

Holy is Your name, Father… Thank You for grace and mercy.

Thank You for bringing ‘Jose’ Colorado’ home safe from his stint in the county jail. Brother went home (Colorado) for what was sposed’ to be a short visit and court appearance. (He was assured he’d do ‘no time’.) This was close to two or two and one half months ago… the brother made it thru with an incredible testimony… I mean, the man was spirit-filled during his stay with the Overcomers, and his patience/faith has been tested and refined (as the heart’s of the sovereign’s children often are… being purged in His love unto righteousness.) and he was delivered to the jailer’s in Colorado where he was able to be a walking, talking testament of God’s love and mercy. blessed are the feet of those who bring good news… (Isaiah 52:7)

thank You Lord for peace in our house and sanctifying Your sons for that which You’ve ordained us. Thank You Father for blessing my leaders and counselors and our positions in the kingdom- as lightbearers… for courage and boldness to be obedient in season and out of season… filling our hearts with praise and our lips with songs of worship. You are worthy Lord.. help us stand and continue to stand.

July 23, 2017

2:16pm

The sun is high, there’s plenty clouds scattered across the sky.. but no competition for the skies vastness… the occasional shade is cast, but it is extremely nice… and everyone is getting a little tan…

One of our guys made decision, a few weeks back, to get baptized. Today, was the big day… after church we all (guys from house) joined his family at his parent’s house to have lunch. When lunch was over we sat n’ chat for a bit on each of our successes/testimonies and how good God has been to us. After getting full and meeting bros siblings, we determined ourselves to hit the neighborhood pool…, there are a few kids, but the pool is far from overcrowded. Everyone is actually having a good time…I’ve been in pool a few times, but -broke out- to have a read in my assigned book (The Utter Relief of Holiness), I’ve been a lil’ bit behind, then I settled upon writing… the rest of the night should be more than laxed’… I think we will all be here till’ close to 5/6pm. In which case we will not be going to OC tonight… I aim to promote much renewal for myself as possible before jumping back into this week. Thank You Lord for liberty and time to get renewed… thank You for strengthening our hands..

January 22, 2017

7:55AM

Waiting for the ride to arrive-

still balancing between the waves and the tide

Rest and awakening

lil’choppy

breathe in my lungs– head clear

clouds dissipating from a dream state

I did little to create

trust in the Master- Navigator

for we know all things work for the good of those who love Him–

The Father

Basic– No lower than foundation

solid– ground zero

polish the gem

not focused on the win

as much as desiring Him…

Prepare my heart Father to receive the Word this morning Lord, that I may carry the message this week.

1:43PM

     ***Note*** Got a lot of family members–>> some I may never meet–>> but I need them to know I love them–>> and I know the TRUTH… that truth is CHRIST… s’why I must follow Christ with this message SO HARD, and in a way that all of them will hear it! and know, they are cared for.

Jan. 22–Continued 10:31PM

Thank You Lord for progress over perfection. Encouragement over discouragement and deliverance over bondage.

Love Above ALL

January 14, 2017

7:57am

     Praise God for redemption… fresh air… and personal devotion. Reading from, ‘My Utmost for His Highest’…Oswald (author) says that hearing God’s call is proportional with the condition of my ears… what I hear is ‘equivalent’ with my spiritual attitude… if those two ideas aren’t ‘jewels’ in the times that we live in..!! I don’t know what is… Mr. Chambers plainly states that the call of God is for everyone.. the thief, the killer, rapist, homosexual, etc… in one way shape or form I have been all of these… and more… but the gospel of Christ is might to save… not destructive and condemning… The law is to love God, and to love your neighbor as yourself; not grab your brother who is overtaken in a fault and hook them to the bumper of your car and drag them through the street… which, some do. (As have I)… The example Oswald uses to convey the thoughts on ‘who is’ and ‘who is not’ chosen is Isaiah… how Isaiah overheard God’s call for ‘who will go for Us?’ and Isaiah spoke up saying, ‘Here I am.’God does not force anyone to do anything… all of his disciples received Him and followed Him willfully… so are His chosen…

10:21 PM–>>

     Will be waking up earlier than usual tomorrow, for church… Bob and I are going to Union… I’m still up because I wanted to make note of some of the afternoon.. well… after having a visitor come over this morning come share some great news (I am eligible for some assistance for work equipment)… I was stoked about that, then one of the guys wanted to shoot to the gym.. I was having a particularly difficult time between Amazon and my debit card… so, I also went with bro to gym. Come home after gym, got cleaned up, slammed a ‘shiska-bob’ we grilled last night, prepared to go downtown. After ‘getting ready’ I felt like maybe I should grab my bible… my bible is pretty large… instead of thinking about it too hard, I went ahead and grabbed it… flipped my whole downtown experience around… it’s not the first time being downtown or the first time carrying the bible, but it was definitely the first time I carried my bible openly, not on a Sunday, publicly, without being drunk, high on any drug, with the intent of sharing the word if so led–> for whatever reason, I could not help but acknowledge the missionaries who were downtown, ‘the man’ who was on the bench who was praising and worshiping God, and ministering to those who would arrive at the intersection’s crosswalk… the guys that were with me were skeptical of his sobriety… either way… “the man’s” words were sound… and none of us were inclined to proclaim the word as confidently, cool, and rhythmically as he was. After we came home… one of my ‘homies’ (housemates) had scheduled a ‘sit-down’ where I could draw/sketch him up… the picture came out exceptionally well… I thank God for that opportunity… speaking of opportunities; the ladies at the career center want me to compose a song that focuses on employment readiness; I’m sleeping on the job with that one… I’ve got it on my calendar to have something laid out by Monday night… there’s a full day tomorrow, Praise God! we’ll get the lyrics down… something… it’ll be exactly what the doctor ordered. Thank you Heavenly Father– for these ‘first of many firsts.’ For new life, endurance, longevity, and opportunity.