February 23, 2017

10:20 PM

     If you ever catch scent/trail/glimmer/trace of what it is you are wanting to say or express–>> do yourself a favor and ‘let it rip!’ –> write it down–> make the delivery– you can’t hold those things down… this is coming out because I was in this position around 4PM… I knew exactly what and how I wanted to say IT… and I procrastinated to scribble it down until my mind was occupied by some ‘otherness’ …

     Watching ‘Rudy’ now… I never knew Rudy’s brother died… (I think it was his brother.) He’s bout’ to hop on a greyhound bus… (the main character)… bout’ to chase his dream.. I remember ‘setting out’ from home… and every bus ride… every ‘bump in the road’ –>> I’m not ignorant of one twist in the journey/road… seems like multiple lives sometimes… it’s not been any light task coming to where I am today… it hasn’t been a waste… my life is recovering value in Christ at an alarming rate… we all have heard the phrase that, ‘the future looks bright.’ This is true, but my present is yet brighter… knowing who is in control and having that relationship with God today that I never had in the past… I don’t know what tomorrow brings, but I am grateful to have seen today with the Lord.


January 15, 2017


     The day was exceedingly busy… Bob and I were on the road from 7:27am to 7:57pm… we were a blessing and received blessings from being with the ‘body’ of believers in Union, SC… got some peace of mind from some individuals close to the ‘nightmare of a trailer’ where i used to live… Praise God! I’m cleaning my room right now, but I wanted to write this question down that popped up in my head; “Do we (this generation) respect google more than our mothers, fathers… or God?” –psshhh!


     Not for the sake of starting something I can’t finish, but the idea above wiggled it’s way into my mind while I was cleaning and as a kid I remember ‘knowing a little too much for my own good,’ but I’ve seen it in action…where an individual will have the ole’ “God is fine and dandy, but lemme’ see what Ipad has to say bout’ this…” and forehead–>>slap, sigh *right here*… Got err’ thing prepped for the morning… (clothes, lunch, etc.) trying to get to bed soon…

     I’ma brainstorm this *jingle* for the career center for a few minutes then I’ma read and lay it down… the day was rich in fellowship and love… thank you Lord for pushing me out of that dead skin… and let go let go let go… love the things above (set my affection on things above)… *all this* (self-spinning in 360 degree with arms outstretched) is temporal… those things which are of God are eternal… consume me Lord… and may your light shine.