April 27, 2017

11:54am

Is what God says ‘good enough’???

Truly it is…but it wasn’t, this morning, in my little brain because though He did what He said He would do… I  had a very hard time waiting for some kind of justice to be dispensed, after noting this in my heart I began seeking peace… within… that I could have a merciful heart regarding the individual involved.

10:01pm

The afternoon was a little bit of a *brain cramp*… interpersonal b.s. … I have to, not, personalize the crap, but I don’t want to be callous either… God, thank You for grace… I need it… thank You for Your resolutions… thank You for helping me not to return to the vomit of violence. Your grace is sufficient… and to have come this far to implode due to rash decision-making… I’m sure the enemy would love that… Nah… Quitting is not in my design… nor in the handbook (Bible)… and I don’t care what anyone says, this stuff I’m facing, regarding *anything* in this house… is minuscule in comparison to much of the travesty being experienced *RIGHT NOW*… Who wants to contribute to the chaos??? I shall stand on the Rock of my Salvation. Christ is King!!! Yesterday – Today- and Forever!

April 24, 2017

12:01pm

     Praise the Lord! Thank You for the rain… I think of the movie ‘V for Vendetta’… where the girl ‘Natalie Portman’, steps out on the rough, once she’s ‘surrendered’ and been ‘enlightened’, per say… she says something bout’ God being in the rain… I dunno’ bout’ all that, but by God all things consist.

     All day, for the past 2 days, it’s been raining… we’re on break… speaking of break- I gotta ‘break out’ right now! It’s 12:10pm…(back to work)

4:54pm

    Had to break out or we’d have ALL been late getting back to work… they’ve got me driving now, so, had to bust-a-move… we made it back in time… I’m clean and fresh out the shower now… tying up whatever needs to be done before service tonight… Second service… God’s on the move… and two of my housemates are rolling with me… so I’m excited to say the least… thank You Lord for the opportunity to praise You corporately, in Spirit and truth.

22:49pm

     It’s getting late, now… before I left the house with 2 other amigos. I took a lot of fish out…(thaw from fridge), don’t ask… so I just finished cooking everything… we returned home at 9:10pm… having left the altar at 8:50pm… the guys expressed their gratitude for having gone to church they mutually shared their appreciation for having being welcomed to the altar to pray with the rest of the congregation… one of them expressed that it was the most welcome he’d ever been (felt) to openly worship in a congregation. I’m grateful that we’ve got all the resources we have today to travel like we do and the liberty to visit with different fellowships, to be able to share our walks with one another… it truly is a blessing… thank You Jesus for ordering my steps and filling my heart with Your praises…

April 20, 2017

9:16pm

     Thank You Jesus for opening mind,heart, body, and soul to You Father… I can not hold this house up Father… not without Your Spirit, not without Your guidance… I’m still, very excited for the future and about what You are leading me to and how You are furthering my knowledge and experience of You… increasing my desire to know You…

     Another intern– aka “apprentice-to-be” was invited to the house today. After ‘the house’ went to his graduation ceremony we loaded him and his belongings into the van and brought him home with us. Help me to stay low Jesus… learning, ever-learning to remain grateful, to trust You in all my ways. Helping me to never grow ignorant of the call to servitude, making Yourself of no reputation, You are everything that exemplifies devotion to the Father… Faithful, You were obedient unto death.

     Father, I don’t believe in accidents or mistakes when it comes to Your wisdom… I do not question Your judgments… help me to embrace this opportunity to lead, Father, and may my actions/deeds point to You.

April 6, 2017

9:25pm

     This is some kinda’ development! Just walked into the house from ‘Celebrate Recovery’ and shopping to find out the U.S. has ‘let off’ 60 plus missiles on a Syrian air base…

     There are ‘Russian troops’ on site with the Syrian troops… The news anchor (Fox News) is saying that America does not stand for chemicals being used on people… What is one supposed to think concerning these things? It’s not good at all… and something like this could escalate so quick…

     Meanwhile, we’ve been discussing our next fishing excursion… while ‘outta’ sight outta’ mind’ there’s babies waking up to ‘chemical gas’ exposure… Life without Christ… would leave me very unstable concerning all this… and everyone has an opinion but this is my opinion… my opinion is Christ… my truth is Christ… and He is all that anchors me in the discussions of the fate of America…the world. No missile, no threat of enslavement, no global unrest can separate me from the love of God, remove me from the will of God, or destroy my soul. Christ is King forevermore.

April 1, 2017

9:34pm

     In the living room now watching the N.Carolina vs. Oregon game… we missed the major game… with the Gamecocks.. we’re pretty ‘bummed out’ they lost.. ‘the house’ opted to go fishing instead… we literally woke up at 6am and were out on the water by 6:30am… fished until 12pm- took a break and went back out at 5pm… back home at 8:30pm… we are ‘burnt out’… I put the cart before the horse today… my humility was ‘shot’… (like a flat tire)… I put the fish before fellowship, the fish can not come before the fellowship… or the whole experience… ‘No bueno”…

     The first half of the day, I went ‘Tasmanian devil’ on my fishing pole… line did not want to cooperate… fingers didn’t wanna act right… after coming home- I got some peace and worked toward getting things in perspective. God is a good God… my sustainer… my life-line… Keep the faith… self… keep the faith.

March 31, 2017

11:41PM

     Thank you Father for today’s arrival… for allowing me to see it… to experience it… someone was gracious enough to donate us some hockey tickets… so, that’s what we are looking at for tonight… I’m on the way to class right now… gonna shoot a few text out to various family members that I don’t regularly get to see… before class starts…

2:43PM

     We are out of class early today… we have an appointment that we need to get a guy to… so, I’m working on my handwriting skills while in transit… (we’re zipping around the Greenville area.) Listening to 89.7(HIS Radio) It’s ‘straight’up’ beautiful out here today… It’s that– not quite Summer heat… it’s bout 73 degrees or so… breeze blowing fairly steady… It’s great weather for pretty much ALL outdoor activities… it’s a ‘good to be rolling around’ and embracing the Savior’s goodness to us… there is not a day where meditating on Christ’s love for us is not a fitting devotion of occupancy.

     Thank You Jesus

Open the Heavens

Loose the Blessings

That divide my heart from wickedness.

Mercy Rain Down.

March 30, 2017

11:06AM

     Father God!! You ARE AMAZING!! I’m finished with the task of pressure washing an area where we had paint drip on the sidewalks… and I am overwhelmed and in a state of disbelief considering today to be the official date of my first anniversary! One Year anniversary! For beginning my walk with God (we are talking about–> ‘intentional living’… making my relationship with Christ a priority.) After battling a degree of temptation. I trust in God- spoke to God- clung to Jesus and made my way to sitting down and giving the Lord praise and I was awakened to the whole aspect of how today is also the day I began Journaling… It’s a beautiful thing.

3:12PM

     Wasn’t frett’in bout’ any money! But, hot diggity dog! Lord blessed me to see the day where I done received a raise! MAN!

     God’s been so good to us… won’t be too long before I’ll be able to share my testimony. (CR) I’m not gonna lie… I’ve thought about this moment for a long time. I’ve even weighed out my motives… my motives are to celebrate life… to exalt the King of Kings who is the Restorer of Lives— He is Love… He is Life… and I refuse to stand in my own way when it comes to sharing that He has begotten in me… that is in the revelation of His Son.