This week is becoming an increasingly awkward one… and I wish sometimes maybe I could just stand up and pose like this is all figured out and I’ve got it figured out… but that’s just not the case…
I’ve got plenty of insecurities, plenty of anger, and the list goes on… I’m very needy… and everything else the world says I need not be; that I don’t appear weak… Life is about so much more. Is it not?
So in this malleable state… of transition… where I am regularly pulling up the muck that is in me… seems like that many more people are apt to point those things out… and it’s frustrating and I am having an increasingly difficult time sifting through self-imposed stress… it’s unnecessary to even get worked up concerning those things that have occurred this week… but it’s stuff to be worked through… ‘nerve-racking’, but this is my portion because the enemy is saying, ” you’re slipping,’ ‘someone’s trying to get the upperhand on you…’, and that’s bullcrap… he’s the only one trying to get the upperhand on me… truth be told… when we are without Christ… we are ‘buck-naked’, and the devil does as he will with us. God, stay our hands from wickedness.