Man… It is November… hard to believe the whole year has already come and, pretty much, gone. Sitting on the computer right now… getting more music… been a little troubled occasionally… just considering whether music is where God would want me to devote myself… I suppose He wants me to pursue Him with all my heart and the rest will be made clear over time. I’m listening to these other guys and I’m listening to what all options God has presented me, I am practicing embracing life without the fear of going off and doing wrong… taking off the chains… without taking off the covering that stands between myself and evil… the evil is in my heart but I don’t have to live evil… I have to embrace the goodness in such a way that evil does no longer pose a threat. No doubt, I’ve lived a sinner and I do sin but I don’t have to live in sin… the shame and guilt thing is a burden… How can I glory in Christ whilst living in fear of the world. I can’t … the fear has to be of God– but not in falling.