August 8, 2016

There is something in here somewhere… in me… that brings the yearning, the frustration, the longing for something more, but first I have to say… In this moment… I have little to be discontent of.. little to be frustrated for, ungrateful of… Christ is king and He has provided my every need… more than enough to help me through today… my longings come from the “sinful nature”… my “human condition”. Love, trust, honor, mercy, and the grace of our God is all that has sustained me in life… it hasn’t been “my” doing… it hasn’t been “my” anything… The Holy Spirit sustained me today… I wanted to move soo bad… I want to fulfill the desires of the flesh, but for whatever reason… my fallibility was reinforced with the desires to please God… with the desires to not let those around me down, or myself down, or family down, or mentors… all I know is that everything that ran through my mind in those moments of temptation, were just enough to get me through today… as if god were saying… “chase me…”, “I’m giving you an option… choose me… Today… choose me; and I will lift you up… follow… me.. cast your cares upon … me….” I can’t leave. There is too much to be done, and too much getting done, for me to leave. Here is truth.

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Author: clhemingwayii

How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him that bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace; that bringeth good tidings of good, that publisheth salvation; that saith unto Zion, Thy God reigneth! Isaiah 52:7(KJV)

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