Life happens real quick… one moment of complacency and a subtle shift in our realities can ripple dramatic changes in our relationships and environments; our perspectives, etc. Over the past few days I have been stumbling over particular barriers that have been fueled by my own inner desires, lust of the flesh, covetousness, etc. God is moving my heart and He is pushing my growth but I have to hold to faith… I cannot honestly say that my heart hasn’t been leaking doubts throughout the past few days… seeking to run–not to fight–>wanting to explode! not to write. The writing has truly been an excellent tool for therapy… you think I’d remember to “break my notebook out” during the day… maybe keep a more thorough documentation of my settings and maybe a little bit of dialogue documented from time to time, not for selfish-ambition–though there is a “thin-line”, but for the memory and for the “art”, for the cultivation of a mind, for “growth.” To know and not endure the journey, that would surely lead to an immeasurable fruition – spiritually, mentally, and physically, would be a tragedy. God is good. ATT. (All the time). We don’t have to die… and we don’t have to live loser to death. Set your affection on things above not on things on the Earth. Colossians 3:2.