May 21 2016

6: Something PM

Unlike most weekends, I’m “falling all the way back”, back into my room for some quality time with the “Word”. Giving myself some separation time from the community… I usually run rampant all day, then lay down and feel ill that I dedicated very little time to the Lord. I had a very limited amount of lewd thoughts today, though I spent most of my free-time playing the game. (XBOX) Which reminds me I have a movie to watch for my counselor… (for me to report to my counselor.) I’ll handle that tomorrow.

—Things to ask God since I often forget.—

ability to manage time- most efficiently, between all the interests I have and how I can better utilize every talent to glorify Him.

9:33PM

I can’t help but occasionally get thoughts of the girl I’ve been with for so long. I shun the thoughts of her and her well-being from my mind, and if I must think of her, I do all I can to keep all of the crap in perspective. “I” can’t do anything about her or where she is- who she is with- none of that!!! I have to maintain a focus on myself. I don’t need any relationship, but the relationship I have in Christ. Thank you Father for helping me to remain steadfast.

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