First day at ‘Overcomers’; spiritual-based program designed to help me break the chains of addiction, and develop a real relationship with Christ in which I exercise the principles discussed in the Bible. My first thoughts/feelings upon being picked up from the “Mission” were of apprehension, anxiousness, nervousness. I half way wanted to change my mind and not even try the Overcomer thing, being that I was being tempted of my flesh and I was scared; well not scared about doing this… I don’t know why… mostly because my flesh and heart have been seeking to persuade me that I can not change, but God is good, and already showed me “what was up”, as far as me coming here, and if I hadn’t come I’d be twice the fool. Don’t much know, yet, what to make of the program. Looking forward to tomorrow, working on being more patient, humble, focused, and looking for God to reveal more of Himself to me through His word. I’m tired of living a perverse lifestyle, and forever thinking of drugs and sex. I’m being robbed everyday of a true relationship with my Father and my family who loves me, due to an evil heart. Thank you God for getting me here and helping me stay focused.
**Reading : Jeremiah/ Daniel/ Proverbs