Today was a little bit of a struggle. It’s about 9:12 P.M. right now. I’m not sure exactly why today was a struggle, but I know that it was. it’s like i’m looking for this feeling… or something to substantiate my belief in Christ. My roommate left (one of them). I’ve been searching within myself and asking Christ to reveal more of Himself to me, not so I believe but I want to be able to feel His presence at all times. I’m not sure what I want… and I’m guessing that is the point. It doesn’t matter what I want. It’s about what God wants, and I know and believe in my heart that God wants me here. (@ Overcomers) I want nothing more than to make Christ and God happy. If that requires me to simply wait on Him then that is exactly what I am going to do.